Lawrence Hall, HSG
Homeless Man Found
Murdered
He had nothing
And even that nothing
Was stolen from him
The former address, "reactionary drivel," was a P. G. Wodehouse gag that few ever understood to be a mildly self-deprecating joke. Drivel, perhaps, but not reactionary. Neither the Red Caps nor the Reds ever got it.
Lawrence Hall, HSG
Homeless Man Found
Murdered
He had nothing
And even that nothing
Was stolen from him
Several years ago my old school honored me by asking me to address the students at the annual Veterans' Day program. I thought it a pretty good speech and so reprint it:
Judge Folk
Veterans
Students of Kirbyville
High School
Honored Guests
Mrs. Gore
Mrs. McClatchy
Faculty and staff
Thank you allowing me to
speak today.
There are many men and
women from Kirbyville and Jasper County whose service and devotion to duty
makes them far more fitted for the honor. But today I guess you’re stuck with
me.
Master Chief Petty Officer
Leo Stanley, who died last month, is one of those whose voice would be better
today. I wish he could be here again to share this special day with you. He was
a Navy Hospital Corpsman for forty years, earning promotion to the highest
enlisted rank there is. In his retirement one of the ways in which he continued
serving his country was by serving you, his beloved students, in your
elementary school’s reading program. Many of you remember him with great joy,
for he and Miss Mary loved helping you learn to read each Friday for many
years.
If he were here – and
perhaps he is - the Chief would talk about you and your service
to God and country, and he would expect me to do so too. And I will
I will begin with thirteen
fine young folks of your generation who were killed last summer while
serving humanity in helping refugees escape from Taliban-controlled
Afghanistan.
You have all seen the
photograph of Marine Corps Sergeant Nicole Gee cradling an infant amid the
chaos at the airport in Kabul when everything fell apart. The picture is not a government propaganda
photograph; if it were it would be of better quality. This is just a snapshot one
of her fellow Marines forwarded to her. She
sent it by email to her parents with the words, “I love my job!”
“I love my job.”
Those may have been the
last words this United States Marine - with her hair tied back in a ponytail -
said to her mom and dad.
On the 26th of
August Sergeant Gee and the others who were killed with her almost surely did
not think of themselves as great Americans; they were too busy BEING great
Americans.
They would have thought of
themselves – 11 Marines, one soldier, and one Navy Hospital Corpsmen, just like
your mentor Chief Stanley - as only doing their jobs in the heat and dust and violence
of Afghanistan, helping civilians escape being murdered by the Taliban.
That’s what YOU would do.
Don’t let anyone dismiss your generation with cheap and shabby stereotypes. YOU
would carry a baby amid the screams and terror and dust and heat to a waiting
airplane and then return to the perimeter for another child or young mother or
old man or anyone who needed your help.
That’s what these thirteen
young people did, and they were young, like you.
You could have even been
on the same school bus run:
The oldest by far was Marine
Corps Staff Sgt. Darin T. Hoover, 31, of Salt Lake City, Utah. 31 might seem old, but he was young.
Marine Corps Sgt. Johanny
Rosariopichardo, another woman Marine, 25, of Lawrence, Massachusetts
Marine Corps Sgt. Nicole
L. Gee, 23, of Sacramento, California
Marine Corps Cpl. Hunter
Lopez, 22, of Indio, California
Marine Corps Cpl. Daegan
W. Page, 23, of Omaha, Nebraska
Marine Corps Cpl. Humberto
A. Sanchez, 22, of Logansport, Indiana
Marine Corps Lance Cpl.
David L. Espinoza, 20, of Rio Bravo, Texas
Marine Corps Lance Cpl.
Jared M. Schmitz, 20, of St. Charles, Missouri
Marine Corps Lance Cpl.
Rylee J. McCollum, 20, of Jackson, Wyoming
Marine Corps Lance Cpl.
Dylan R. Merola, 20, of Rancho Cucamonga, California
Marine Corps Lance Cpl.
Kareem M. Nikoui, 20, of Norco, California
Navy Hospitalman Maxton W.
Soviak, 22, of Berlin Heights, Ohio
Army Staff Sgt. Ryan C.
Knauss, 23, of Corryton, Tennessee.
They are your generation.
They were killed in a scene of horror by a mad bomber who chose hate instead of
love. His hate killed those 13 young Americans and wounded some 30 others who
were saving lives, and killed and wounded possibly 200 or more Afghans.
One unhappy young man
chose hate. He doesn’t represent anything.
But your generation
has chosen love, the love Jesus spoke of when he said, “Greater love hath no
man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.”
And these young Americans
gave up their lives for people they didn’t even know.
No greater love indeed.
We have spoken of these
13, but let us remember this: every young American in Kabul that day was saving
lives – they were helping terrified people get to the airplanes, helping them
to safety.
That is also the story of
just about every American soldier, sailor, airman, Marine, or Coast Guard.
If you look at us
sometimes absurd old people, I hope you remember that we were once young like
you – maybe when dinosaurs roamed the earth – and that every veteran you see
before you gave up some of his or her own poor rations to help feed children,
gave up some of his time and sleep and effort in helping those who were hungry
or displaced.
And finally, that’s your
story too. You are going to serve humanity
in some way,
in some place,
in some time – as a
soldier, a police officer, a volunteer firefighter, a paramedic, or as a good American
civilian who stands tall when needed and helps the community in some way. You
may not be called to carry a child to safety from Kabul Airport or from a
wrecked car or from a burning building, but you will surely be called to help
feed children or teach children in Sunday School or, like Chief Stanley, help
out with the reading program.
There’s an old Army
National Guard recruiting slogan that says:
It
wasn’t always easy
It
wasn’t always fair
But
when freedom called we answered
We
were there
We and your parents know
that you will be there too.
Thank you.
Lawrence Hall, HSG
Wolf-Dog-Coyote
Things, Dachshunds, and a ‘Possum
“Luna!
Stop it! Let go of that ‘possum! Astrid! Get out of it! You’ll get bitten!
Luna! Do you hear me!? Stop it! Let go! Astrid! Get out of the way! Luna!”
Snarls, hisses, and the crashing of garden tools for
effect
The wolf-dog-coyote things sang in the fields
The dogs fought with a ‘possum in the shed
Which wasn’t organized very well before
But after the fight one can’t even step inside
The ‘possum has at last safely escaped
The little dogs are quite proud of themselves
They and I are all panting for breath
And the wolf-dog-coyote things have gone quiet
The rural life does not often admit
Time for meditation, reflection, and peace
Voting in Texas is often an adventure, especially in the game of precinct tag - the citizen who has to negotiate the highest number of locations in order to vote wins. Texas voters are assigned a voting precinct, which is not the same as a county precinct, based on where he or she lives. In different elections (school board, county elections, state elections, federal elections, early voting, and so on, just where one is permitted to vote often changes.
Another adventure is curbside voting (although once upon a time my precinct was a trailer off in some weeds and there was no curb). The illogic of this sign is wonderful - if someone who is handicapped cannot make it inside to the polling place then he or she almost surely cannot manage to reach the door where the doorbell is located.
But one of the many good things about Texas is that there is always someone around to help with wheelchairs and doors.
This morning I added a blazer to my ensemble because this is election day. The res publica - Latin for "the public matter" - is so important that I always dress up just a little to honor freedom.
The many nice folks who volunteer to serve America at the polls deserve our gratitude. Thank you, everyone!
Lawrence Hall
All the Cool Kids
are Genocidal this Year
In 1925 some 30,000 KKK marched in our nation’s capital
to bully the government and the people by demonstrating their increasing power.
We read the newspaper accounts of the time and view the film footage and wonder
why such an un-American display of hostility to humanity and to the
Constitution was permitted by the local, state, and federal authorities who
were expected to protect the people.
From 1936 to 1948 the German-American Bund perpetrated
the same racist and anti-American racket. In 1939 they filled Radio City Music
Hall with some 20,000 village idiots yelping and sieg-heiling in obedient,
unthinking unison. Nazis appealed to a twisted concept of the First Amendment to
cover their demands for tyranny and genocide.
Those uniformed and booted thugs who pretended to love
this country were, as was known even then, funded, organized, and backed with
propaganda through pamphlets and scripts from Nazi Germany’s Abwehr. The
American Nazis were so influential that some Hollywood studios allowed
themselves to be censored by a foreign power that meant to conquer the world.
Again we ask ourselves how this could have happened.
More recently we have seen the streets of our capital and
other cities infested by yet more racists openly flying the flags of foreign
powers determined to destroy the free nations and conquer the world while our
weakling Merovingian government entities do little but yap at each other as if
they were on The Five and collect their generous salaries and perks. Our
streets have been blocked, citizens menaced, historical monuments vandalized,
and attempts made to breach the perimeters of the White House for malign
purposes. And, like their predecessors, they expect that their demands for
genocide will be permitted “peaceably” under the First Amendment.
On Monday the contemporary racists blocked access to the
Statue of Liberty (how’s that for freedom of speech), and more have closed
seaports along the West Coast. Hamas, an organization specializing in the mass
murder of innocents and enslaving any survivors, appears at the moment to be in
charge of America.
Violence, racist threats, vandalism of public and private
property, denial of freedom of movement, and hostility to real Americans are
sometimes defended as free speech recognized by the First Amendment to our
Constitution.
This defense is invalid.
The First Amendment clearly connects freedom of speech with
“…the right of the people peaceably to assemble and petition the Government for
a redress of grievances.” The constitutional convention understood this and for
over two centuries thoughtful and well-intentioned people of all nations have
understood this too, and honored America for it. It is only in our time that wicked
beings have twisted and perverted noble words for the destruction of free
people who are sheltered by those words.
We the people may and should peaceably assemble at school
board meetings, on the courthouse steps, in the streets, and in the assemblies
to point out to the authorities whom we have elected our grievances at what we
purport to be their failures and requesting that they stop fooling around and
get on task.
We can stand outside the White House (although the
incumbent is usually absent on perpetual vacation) and hold up a sign that notes
the fact that the President is usually to be found not in the Oval Office but
napping on a beach.
These rights are given by God; they are recognized by the
Constitution.
But when the bullhorns, the spray paint, the rocks, the
bottles, the obscenities, the threats, the flags of hostile foreign powers, the
violence, and the racist taunts contaminate the free air, then the perpetrators
have broken the peace.
In a direct line of succession from the Ku Klux Klan and
National Socialism is Hamas. Hamas is a racist, genocidal, sexist organization oppressive
to women, oppressive to Palestinians and murderous to anyone who disobeys. Hamas employs hostage-taking, rape, and the
murders of children as weapons, and punishes even a hint of same-sex
relationships with immediate death.
Naturally all the cool kids wear the keffiyeh (for sale
on Amazon.com) and hate America. They are blithely unaware of the slavery the
Hamas doctrine, which they will never read, has planned for them.
Notes:
Ku Klux Klan in Washington, 1921-1925 - HistoryLink.org
American Nazis in the 1930s—The German American Bund - The
Atlantic
Doctrine of Hamas | Wilson Center
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Lawrence
Hall, HSG
Havoc
What is havoc, and how does one wreak it?
Havoc is a condition or state
of being
That apparently exists only to
be wrought
(There is no such word in
English as “wreaked”)
A wreak does not now obtain
without a havoc
And there is no havoc without a
wreak
Lawrence
Hall
“I Called to
the Lord from my Narrow Prison”
“I called to the Lord from my narrow prison and he
answered me in the freedom of space.”
-Man’s Search for Meaning, Viktor Frankl
Dark prisons of the mind are narrow too
A lack of light to fall upon a page
A page where hopes are written in words of hope
And spoken in hope through layers of shame and guilt
Dark prisons of the heart are narrow too
So reach into your mind, your heart, your soul
And even in the darkness of a narrow cell
Call softly to the Lord through the fetid air
Dark prisons of the soul are narrow too –
Perhaps you are the one who locked the door?
Open it.
Try.
Lawrence Hall
“I Called to the Lord
from my Narrow Prison”
“I called to the Lord from my narrow prison and he
answered me in the freedom of space.”
-Man’s Search for Meaning, Viktor Frankl
When Viktor Frankl was liberated from Dachau in 1945
after three years in several death camps he walked into a meadow, knelt down,
and said, over and over, “I called to the Lord from my narrow prison and he
answered me in the freedom of space.”
We have all been in a “narrow prison” of some sort, even
if only a metaphorical prison, a prison of the mind in which we confined ourselves
through false ideologies, a failure to think things through, or plain old fence-row
self-centeredness.
St. Thomas More is said to have said (it’s in the movie,
anyway) that he had no window with which to look into another man’s soul, but
the mass murder in Maine last week leads to all of us to wonder about why the
killer destroyed others and himself. And we just don’t know what was churning
in his soul.
The murderer was a career soldier in the Army Reserve who
wore a number of gedunk ribbons (he was never in combat) and was a
marksman-instructor. He was a citizen-soldier who also worked in civilian life,
drove a car, paid bills, and shopped at the local grocery store, indicating an
ability to cope with the usual tasks of adult life.
Recently the murderer lost his job and was said to have
heard voices that no one else heard. He was committed for emotional / mental
evaluation for two weeks.
He also owned a legal firearm, a semi-automatic rifle.
In that lies part of the problem, and chanting slogans
through a bullhorn doesn’t change the reality of that problem.
No citizen needs a magazine-fed semi-automatic. Someone
who can’t bag his deer with two or three rounds just isn’t going to have
venison for supper. Continuing to spray the area from a 10-, 20-, or 30-round magazine
is dangerous, wasteful, stupid, and unsportsmanlike, and demonstrates either malevolence
or a lack of adult self control.
Such calibres and detachable magazines belong only in the
capable, trustworthy hands of soldiers and law enforcement, and not as personal
weapons but as issued and tracked government issue.
And yet here was a situation in which a well-trained
soldier who was a career sergeant and instructor in that “well-regulated
militia” decided he could tame his personal demons by massacring his unarmed
countrymen, including women and children, who were enjoying community games at
a bowling alley or a well-deserved after-work beer at the local Cheers.
He did not call out to the Lord from his narrow prison; he
reached down into the darkness of it and embraced resentment, jealousy, and death.
We can make the same old arguments until the cows come
home about the Second Amendment, the pointless distinctions between automatic
and semi-automatic, clip versus magazine, and what “AR” stands for (I think we
all know by now), but what argument can be made to a child whose torso has been
exploded by a .556 round?
Real men do not play at G.I. Joe.
Not even if they are G. I. Joe.
Real men do not call to a gun to resolve unhappiness.
If a real man is in a prison of the mind, he will be a
man: he will call to the Lord.
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Lawrence Hall, HSG
Out Where the West
Begins
In the Pharmacy
Parking Lot
An old man creaks his body out of the pickup
With boots on the ground he’s got his swagger back
He taps a Marlboro out of a cardboard box
And lights it with a manly Zippo (clink)
He’s practiced his technique since ‘66
A ‘way-cool curl of silver-white cowboy smoke
Rising up above the pickup cab and into the West
Along with a phlegm-rich boots-and-saddles cough
His wife’s inside the store, a-getting’ his pills
He can’t quite manage that distance himself
‘Way back when he was so ////’ cool, you know?
Lawrence Hall, HSG
Science Experiments
and Pirate Ships
For Gordon, of Happy Memory
Whose death began in Viet-Nam
My boyhood pal’s home is now mostly gone
A concrete slab among some sunburnt weeds
The crumbling front-porch steps still stepped in place
But leading only to memories in the empty air
There where his bedroom laboratory used to be
We traded Heinlein stories and comic books
Experimented with chemicals and radio kits
And planned camping adventures that never were
His father was a widower who didn’t like either of us
But maybe that part of it doesn’t matter now
Lawrence Hall, HSG
Dispatches
for the Colonial Office
Shrifts, All Sizes
One hears of someone getting
a short shrift, of course
But where does he get a
shrift? At Amazon?
And are there any long
shrifts available,
Fashioned in Sri Lanka or Honduras?
I have never felt the need
for a shrift
Pajamas are just fine for me,
thank you
But if I had one it would need
to be
A long shrift, please, since I
am rather tall
On the subject of shrifts
I don’t mean to be a bother
or a bore
But can I buy one cheap at
the local shrift store?
Lawrence Hall, HSG
Dispatches
for the Colonial Office
Being a ‘Possum Must
be Rough
A Dachshund’s Night Patrol
Being a ‘possum can only be rough
Dragged all over the yard by a dachshund
A furious dachshund half its size
Until it collapses into a faint
And unconscious cannot see the absurdity
Of this old man chasing the dachshund all over the yard
Explaining that the ‘possum is a beneficent species
Demanding obedience, and receiving none
It’s not at all biblical, but even so
I command the dog to let my ‘possum go
(No ‘possums were harmed in the making of this minor marsupial
motion picture)
Lawrence
Hall, HSG
Dispatches for the Colonial Office
The October Squirrel
Festival
For Jerry Nobles, of Happy Memory
Our Town Pharmacist and a Joyful Friend
Squirrels!
They’re up the trees; they’re down the trees
They swarm each other just like bees
They’re up the oak; they’re down the pine
They really need a traffic fine
Dachshunds!
Our outraged pups – they yap and bark
While chasing squirrels all over the park
Dachshunds are usual merry and curious
But with squirrels they are fast and furious
But not fast enough
Cats!
Tuxedo-Cat, all proper and prim
Watches the others with a face all grim
Lawrence Hall, HSG
mhall46184@aol.com
Taking a Stab at Cultural Appropriation
On the morning of 28 October I happened to watch Crystal Greenberg reporting the news via MSNBC. I noticed on a shelf behind her what appeared to be a Roman gladius, a short military sword. The handle seemed in appropriate condition for its age but the blade may have been a wooden or plastic replacement to demonstrate the appearance of the original. I infer that Miss Greenberg has a fondness for studying history and was given or legally purchased this ancient Roman artifact. This speaks well of her varied interests.
However, given the political / cultural disagreements of the past few years the question must now be asked: is this an occasion of cultural appropriation? Can Miss Green document her Roman ancestry in order to possess this artifact legally or at least ethically? Is this gladius a looted artifact that should be returned to the descendants of the long-ago people who manufactured it?
Yes, I'm being snarky. Miss Green appears to be professional and ethical in her reporting, and I very much appreciate her obviously good care of an ancient artifact. Indeed, I am somewhat envious; I would like very much to have a gladius in any condition.
But as St. Thomas More says to the Duke of Norfolk in A Man For All Seasons, "I show you the times." Our country's museums were quite wrong in collecting the remains of First Nations peoples, and although perhaps originally well-intentioned in their displays of clothing, domestic appliances, horse trappings, blankets, and tools it is quite right that now all these things should be return to their proper custodians.
But everything that is
manufactured is the product of a culture or series of cultures, a time, and a
place. Many pocketknives have been excavated among other debris at the Little
Bighorn, evidence of Custer’s soldiers desperately using them to extract the
jammed soft-copper shells from their overheating rifles. The presence of these
knives in an American museum is just right, but what of a pre-historic bone
knife found in a dig in, say, Syria. Whose is it? Who decides? What about a rusty
British army pocketknife plowed up in a field in Belgium? What is the cutoff
date for determining rightful possession, and what are the borders and
boundaries?
Should Turks return
Constantinople (which they were pleased to rename Istanbul) to the Greeks?
Indignant accusations
of cultural appropriation has become a self-destructive fashion reflecting
jealousy and insecurity, and the illogic of the very concept eludes many
people. Eyeglasses, for instance, can be argued as having been invented in
China or one of the Italian states (Italy didn’t exist until the 19th
century) around 1300, and possibly by our busy Romans 2,000 years ago. It does
not thus follow that no one but Chinese or Italians should be permitted to wear
eyeglasses.
Cultures blend; the dialectic of thesis / antithesis / synthesis is what make civilization dynamic. Without the interplay of music, art, science, literature, engineering, medicine, and all the other practices of cultures enriching each other we would decline into a series of isolated museums of unimaginative peoples clinging to a closed loop of non-progress.
I am happy that Miss Greenberg owns an ancient Roman gladius (the length of whose blade might be illegal where she lives). It is because she is not a Roman that she is more empowered to share another culture around the metaphorical table at which we all may feast.
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Lawrence
Hall, HSG
Dispatches for the Colonial Office
Alexander the
Coppersmith
2 Timothy 4:14
We don’t know much about the coppersmith
(Indeed, we don’t know much about each other)
The works of an artist’s hands may serve the Lord
Or else they serve Ephesian vanities
If a man is going to mold metals into idols
Diana of Ephesus might be pleasing aesthetically
But better to dismiss Diana and other trumperies
And joy in the gold of the Servant’s words
For power and jewels and golden toilet bowls
Are baubles that blind our eyes and darken our souls
(But still, I hope Alexander made things right)
Lawrence
Hall, HSG
Dispatches for
the Colonial Office
The Stone, the Shell,
and the Lance
-Wordsworth, Prelude, Book V, line 70 and following
Mathematics were always quarried stones to me
A chaos of integers, carries, and sums
Cascading down a dusty, crumbling slope
And piled up as a useless heap of rubble
But words, layered words, curving and dancing words
Are shimmering shells in stilly tidal pools
There waiting for my eyes, my thoughts, my speech
To play them, work them, hold them as chalices of truth
And the lance? The knight, he wields his wicked lance
Only to herd poor prisoners into algebra
Lawrence
Hall, HSG
Creation
Sings Hatikvah
The Torah unrolls in a soft, whispered
wind
The wanderer finds shade under its protection
The scholar refreshes himself with its words
The nations sit and attend to its truths
Creation sings Hatikvah, sings
our Hope
The voice of God is in the whispered wind
His Words from before the first ever dawn
Flowing through the Beginning and even now
A blessing upon Jerusalem, upon the world
Creation sings Hatikvah, sings
our Hope
Our voices too are in the whispered wind
The Torah unrolls for us in a whispered wind
Creation sings Hatikvah, sings
our Hope
Lawrence
Hall, HSG
Dispatches for the Colonial Office
But Mom, All the Cool
Kids are into Genocide!
“Students! Be the Fuhrer’s Propagandists!”
Nazi
poster ca. 1933, per Library of Congress: [Studenten
seid Propagandisten des Führers Hoch-u. Fachschulen bekennen sich am 29. März
zur Deutschen Freiheitsbewegung / (loc.gov)]
All the cool kids are into genocide
Slogans and posters and bullhorns and cries
Abandoning their studies to march outside
And scream the same 2,000-year-old lies
The InterGossip commands, and they obey
Blocking the streets and clenching each fist
Waving misspelt signs and yelling all day
Never pausing to ask if there’s something they’ve missed
Am I a hollow echo for some sycophant’s squall?
Will I fail to think for myself at all?