Kae and The Chancer

Mack Hall

The mystery of the Redemption of the world is…rooted in suffering, and this suffering in turn finds in the mystery of the Redemption its supreme and surest point of reference.

-- John Paul II

Chance’s few seasons ended in the springtime of his life, only a few weeks after his grandmother and dearest friend Kae was taken from him and from us in her high summer. The Chancer leaves to us his wheelchair and many happy, happy memories; he takes with him his unequalled collection of "Your momma is so fat…" jokes and our love.

Much of life is a mystery, and that’s okay; life, like the Rosary, is made up of meditations on mysteries, joyful and luminous and sorrowful and glorious. And there are deeper mysteries to Chance’s life – why was this brilliant, funny, brave kid limited to a wheelchair and a so-short life? But perhaps that is to question the reality that we were given Chance. We were given his brilliance and his great wit and his joyful sense of fun and his courage, and we must celebrate him and be grateful to God for him.

All life carries meaning, value, and dignity; Creation and the Incarnation infallibly prove this. We cannot know in this life to what extent each man and woman we meet is a gift of God, but there is purpose in every encounter. With Chance, you knew God had given you someone rare and wonderful. He made you laugh. He made you think. He made you reflect. He made you get out of the way of his high-speed wheelchair.

Anyone who knew Chance was blessed in the knowing. Chance made life fun. He was trapped in a wheelchair, and he hated that, and yet he made us laugh with his perfectly wheezy jokes. An old geezer English teacher of his acquaintance could hardly get through any presentation without being taught humility by The Chancer: "Geez, old man, blah, blah, blah; why don’t you go grade some papers or something?" or perhaps "You used to date Grendel, didn’t you?" and sometimes "Weren’t you and Fred Flintstone classmates?"

And all that was guy-code for "I love you."

I love you too, Chancer.

Wheelchairs possess no utility beyond this life; like all other possessions they are left to the pilgrims who follow. Chance runs now at last, as he always wanted, runs with his Kae, runs like the wind, the wind of an eternal golden morning in an eternal golden summer.

Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine, et lux perpetua luceat eis.